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I Already Had My Happily Ever After

by Leech Orphan

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1.
Fracos 03:57
I got caught up in a face, shine so bright it burns me deep down when it's not around, and sunshine is a breeze Sweet scent, slow hands put the weights around yourself breaking down, hitting hard, don't waste time with your puppy eyes, you never learned to say goodbye Caught up in a face i never met never felt the warm against my chest i don't want pictures of you, i want you to stay long enough that i see you when my eyes are closed or just long enough so i can hear your voice everywhere i go no matter how loud my head has got, i wish you the best cause you were the best for me and to hear you breath on my ear is the best reward And here comes the rain again, vapor haze, i look up and the sky is grey drops are tears from lover's pain always in the brink saying he's okay, trying to avoid the grave, what reason do i have to stay, sour patch kids in my veins making bitter everyday Put your hands, together rise em to above like a shot to the sky rising thru the smoke, when i had my soul i didn't care to die cause i was not alone and now that it's gone im not worth a dime I got caught up in a face, shine so bright it burns me deep down when it's not around, and sunshine is a breeze Sweet scent, slow hands put the weights around yourself breaking down, hitting hard, don't waste time with your puppy eyes, you never learned to say goodbye
2.
Take small steps to not fall keep your secrets, there's no rushing i don't feel ashamed anymore and i don't feel like going anywhere, if you're not there i can't seem to work, when i see you i just keep on melting, don't cover your face you don't need to hide your love away from me Destroyer bring me the heart, i want it alive and beating destroyer i don't want this pain, needles will not help me with this feeling I saved the best for the end she said, finger in trigger i never miss twice, kiss me on moonlight or you will regret, pointing her glock to my heart Take small steps to not fall keep your secrets, there's no rushing i don't feel ashamed anymore and i don't feel like going anywhere, if you're not there i can't seem to work, when i see you i just keep on melting, don't cover your face you don't need to hide your love away from me Destroyer bring me the heart, i want it alive and beating destroyer i don't want this pain, needles will not help me with this feeling I saved the best for the end she said, finger in trigger i never miss twice, kiss me on moonlight or you will regret, pointing her glock to my heart
3.
Cross Bones 03:33
Stay awake all night, 4 AM, i try to find it, her name on the list, i never thought this would happen so soon and this bad, with every second that passes i lose hope to find a ghost girl obituary She's going out don't let her drink too much, sometimes she gets so silly, please just take her home Safe, in one piece clean, did she had fun? sweetheart, what happen to you dear, am i alone? draw faces on the pills she takes to not make her sad, the joy in her smile fading, from far she saw the dark
4.
Your existence repulse me, this world in flesh consumes, if you're not the cure you are the disease, i don't wanna be another statistic, I'm afraid of not speaking again who is to blame who is to blame but you Time die last that's what she wrote on the wall before the lights went off, she said make my grave pretty and clean out the mold she said bring me flowers once that i'm gone, last time i saw her face was in a corpse bag, a moment so sordid i caught a cold wishing we can go back when death didn't ride on horse back, back when our heads weren't so odd After sometime they say the pain will cease, that nothing last forever but in the meantime i'll search for you and i will aim my glock to heaven, a departure so bitter it seems made of lost faith but i ask myself what is my life if not a long wait don't go outside in the night without a knife or a stake to took the life of those evil dirty fucks, nothing is granted when you are on your own but remember always horizontal and aim to the throat The blood that you spilled was not enough and maybe i'll never know if you fighted with teeth and nails using all your force, kill em one by one don't trust anyone in the skreets never go alone When i find them i will make them feel the fear and the pain that they caused to her, and beyond all the evil they carry, they will see the real of terrors in the face of their fate, feel the pureness of hate, i will make them feel just what she felt when they treat her like a prey The problem is you who can't seem to understand that is worse out there comfortable sitting in you bubble of hate and ignorance blinded thinking ''the world revolves around me'' truth is you are nothing in the eyes of the men who glances at you while you work making them bigger, but who is to blame when you are conscious yet can't raise a finger when something is wrong, justice is hell nobody wanna help those with no voice, they rather see them on the news when they are gone with no pulse
5.
Buried 03:21
Drowned i wait with hands on heart afraid that you may not come back and now the guilt stomp my chest hoping one day i can hold you safe Remember our promise? What do I really know? i'll marry you on monday for me that's enough I'll buy you a blue dress to light up your soul well deserved bliss the only thing i care for is to know that you are fine and well wherever you are, i'll wait for you till i die coz there is nothing i want more in my life than to hold you tight in my arms while you take a nap and i caress you face, remember that day when i said that i'm gonna be yours till bunnies could fly coz i know when that day comes we're gonna be 10 feet under ground together
6.
Czirros 03:42
Maybe i know what to say, if my lips don't move try to read my face, i want to stay with you until your heart holds, i really want you even when it seems like i don't know what for, and i beg you pardon me if sometimes i stare, I'd never tried so hard in my life to breathe In your tired eyes i found home, a place where i can be embraced and loved, holding me down when i need to watching you sleep good night kiss me wherever you want to don't be afraid to be sad Our souls are dancing in heaven making love as our bodies get eaten anesthesia is not always effective i just hope you didn't felt a thing Send my greetings to him i've known him since i was a teen this should do for that and stop feeling guilty Life don't have a reason why to be so unfair but we both know tragedy always comes first Evil tainted by heart corrupted and ill i never wondered why i was just born like this, i should have know when you said you weren't so strong it's just that i didn't thought our time together would be so short i don't want to let go, i rather know you died in love wishing to come home where i will be waiting for you till i grow old And i'll keep waiting till my soul go and meet yours, finally home Our souls are dancing in heaven making love as our bodies get eaten anesthesia is not always effective i just hope you didn't felt a thing
7.
Trapped in this hole find me a reason not to rot without you telling me -i'm here for you- it is okay to fall in love again? i don't know, my little girl i don't know So many days i've wait for a sign yet nobody seems to know where is my love oh where are you? Nuestros lazos no fueron en vano I send you my eyes to see the way back home i send you my arms to fight thru hell if you need to i'll only love you and i always will if you don't come back nothing can help cause you're my love tale ❤❤❤

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released March 11, 2019

Madotsuki: vocals on track 5

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